Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Getting Better?
I'm scared to say it out loud for fear of jinxing things, but it seems that things may be getting better. Cate is sleeping more (although we can't go longer than 5 hours between feeds once in the night, and every other feed a max of 4 hours), smiling more, she's happier... Today I feel like I got some sleep (~6 hours) and I am actually crossing things off my to do list (blogging), besides feeding, burping, and pumping. I know I may be tired tomorrow and not get anything crossed off my to do list tomorrow, but I'll be thankful for today. Oh, and I counted how many "appointments"we had in February and March--16 each month. This month it looks like we will only have 9, unless something comes up. I wonder how I would manage working 40 hours right now and doing all this. I am in awe of the parents that can make it work. I was reading back to the beginning of this blog the other night. I was in such a fog then. Although I cried everyday, I don't think I always grasped the severity of things, or how things could've gone differently. I can't believe how far Cate has come. I am SO proud of her. She's the strong one. Gotta run. Time to feed my girl.
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I think God makes us "foggy" during hard times for a reason. If we weren't in a fog, we'd probably all just freak out. Cate is such a strong little girl, and you two are, too. You have all come a long way.
Sixteen appointments a month, wow! I'm glad you are down to ONLY nine this month. :)
Have a good week! Oh Jayne, I still need to call you. Ok, I will do that soon, I promise. I'm usually in my nightly fog after I get home from work and get Elijah to bed. You know, you can call me at work if you have a free moment in between feedings and napping and everything else. My direct line is 952-983-3837.
Hi Jayne! Long time no talk! Been keeping up with your blog... We visited Grandma Ruth on Sat. and had her looking at it too on the computer at Twilight Acres. She asked me to print it out for her, so I did, and Kris dropped it off on Sunday when she stopped by to visit. Looking forward to nicer weather! Good luck with your walk next weekend. I hope you have nice weather! -- Sandi
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